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Cats and redheads do what they want not what they are told to shirt

When I first addressed my drinking, I believed I had a “drinking problem”. I Cats and redheads do what they want not what they are told to shirt  more convinced it was a “drinking problem” by the fact that I had such a hard time eliminating the drink. After much hard work and several relapses, today I have days sober and a new understanding of the true nature of the disease that I battle. It is SO much more than just a “drinking problem”. At the core I really only drank because I was trying to quiet my true disease, which is a “thinking” disease. Because of my disease, I never developed healthy coping mechanisms.

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I never learned how to sit with the discomfort of Cats and redheads do what they want not what they are told to shirt  uncomfortable situation or feelings. This brings us to today. My husband and I are in the midst of an unexpected and unfortunate transition. It brings to the surface many of the fears that I have struggled with in the past. It is a challenge to “live life on life’s terms”. It is a challenge that all my hard work over the last 5 years has prepared me for. I don’t want to drink over this. I’ve had zero cravings. Zero desire to escape in a bottle of wine. BUT, my disease is more than just a “drinking problem”.